what have I done?

I know it's been a while I didn't post here. I have been (pretending like I have been) busy with work. Tonight I was planning to post something about, as usual, my children -- my inspiration.
But this view has shocked me when I logged in and face my dashboard.
Iya, memang sudah lumayan lama ngga posting di sini. Lagi (sok) sibuk dengan kerjaan. Malam ini rencananya mau posting tentang, seperti biasa, anak-anak -- inspirasiku.
Tapi pemandangan ini membuatku shock saat aku log in dan melihat dashboard-ku




So I sent an unlock request. My blog is not a spam. Did any of you ever think so? I am not an android, I am I real human. My heart beats, I breathe, I think, and I feel. And I am annoyed with this message. See? A spam would never ever feel so!
Jadi aku langsung kirim unlock request. Blog-ku bukan spam ya. Ada yang pernah merasa begitu? Aku bukan manusia buatan, aku manusia beneran. Jantungku berdetak, aku bernafas, aku berpikir, dan aku merasa. Dan aku lumayan terganggu membaca pesan itu. Ya kan? Spam ngga akan bisa merasa seperti itu!

Then I signed in to my mail to see if I had an answer right then. But this was what I found:
Lalu aku sign in ke mail, siapa tahu langsung dapat jawaban. Tapi aku malah nemu ini:

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No way. They said this blog will be deleted in 20 days? Come on... my almost 3 years hard work?
I hope they received my request. Then as they promised some one will look at this blog and realize that I am a human. I have kids those were born by me. And it's them most of this blog posts are about.
Enak aja. Katanya blog ini akan dihapus dalam 20 hari. Yang benar saja, kerja keras selama hampir 3 tahun? Mudah-mudahan mereka meneriman pesanku. Dan seperti yang mereka janjikan, akan ada yang melihat untuk memastikan bahwa aku manusia. Aku punya anak-anak yang kulahirkan dari rahimku. Dan memang tentang merekalah kebanyakan isi postingan di blog ini.

Or... I hope this is just a mistake, an error the Blogger team will soon fix.
Okay, I guess I will have to pend what I wanted to write about for... some day later. But first I need to save my xml-data, just in case...
Pray for me guys, please... pray for the continue of this blog... *amen, thanks for praying :)*
Atau... mudah-mudahan ini cuma sebuah kesalahan, error yang akan segera diperbaiki oleh team Blogger.
Oke, kayanya aku harus tunda apa yang tadinya mau aku tulis malam ini hingga... beberapa hari nanti. Tapi sekarang yang terpenting, aku harus selamatkan data xml-ku. Jaga jaga....
Tolong doakan ya teman-teman... doakan kelangsungan blog ini.... *amin, terima kasih do'anya :)*

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updated 31st july 2009 (18.45pm): the message on the dashboard has gone. yup, my Dandelion is unlocked, and free from accusation as spam. alhamdulillah, thanks for all the supports :D
and thank you Blogger Team for let my blog free...

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