Sunday, August 12, 2007

So Hard....


"I cheated.."
"I dont know..."
"Did your husband treat you bad?"
"Do you think he is responsible?"
"He is..."
"What did he do wrong?"
I look in her eyes, cant believe what I heard. I knew this woman as a good wife and mother. What has crossed her mind when she did that?
"Sis, what should I do?. My husb kick me out"
"He wont do that"
"He already did. He'll divorced me for this"
"And which one do you choose, him, or your other man?"
"I'm so confused..."
"A man who seduced a married woman, surely is not a good man. He's worthless, and I dont think he deserve your choice"
"But he's so gentle, he treated me so sweetly, not like my husband"
"Bull shit! He does that because he wants you for fun"
"He had problems with his wife"
"See? you're just a runaway place"
"You think so?"
"Oh, are you blind? Your husband may not be sweet, but he loves you, and he's been faithful and responsible. He's the one you should run to"
"He doesnt want me anymore"
"Do you still want him?"
"I dare not, after what I did. I was wrong and I'm afraid to go back to him"
She doesnt cry, I wonder. Looks like she'd prefer to divorce and go to her boyfriend.
"What will I be if I divorce?"
"Thats how my husband look at me now. He spilled at me"
"You deserve it. I even think kissing his foot isnt enough for you to apologize to him for what you did"
"And you asked me to choose him?"
"Because only him can make you worth again"
"He doesnt want me anymore. What can I do to make him believe that I want to come back to him?"
"Show him he's all you wanted. And what you did was a mistake. Ignore the man who has ruined your life"

"What if he comes? Can I stand it?"
"That man..."
For Godsake, this woman's really lost her mind...
"If he called, dont answer. If He comes, dont meet him. Tell him to go, if he refused, YOU go"
"Look at my eyes, and tell me now. Which one you choose. Cos if you choose to divorce, there's nothing I can, or I would do. But If you want to stay, do as I say. Show your husband how strong you want to come back, and forget your boyfriend."
"Its easy for you to say this"
"No its not. 'Cos I never expected I would say this to you. I know its hard for you to deal with this, but you have to pay for what you did"

So I leave her standing in front of her house. Her husband will soon come, and I dont know what I would say when he does. I go home and pray, for them to be together again, though I know its so hard for a man to forgive this kinda mistake....

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