Wednesday, August 31, 2011

The 'Everything'

If you asked me, who the one I love most in the world is, the answer would be 'Bapak'. My father.

He is my hero. My guidance. My teacher. He shows me directions. He is the one who taught me painting. He 's the best story teller. He's my inspiration. The answer to any questions. He's everything that flows in my blood.

It's breaking my heart watching him grow old losing his abilities one by one. Slowly losing sight, hearing, strength. It's cutting my throat hearing him saying, "I just hope that death comes to me before I become totally blind"

I know the time will come though still don't know when. And I hope we still have much time. Coz I'm not ready; and it's killing me; thinking about losing him...

So I'll just pray for his health. And hope he will not totally lose his sight...

I love you, Bapak.


4 comments:

tobytall said...

It is nice knowing that all his senses, all parts from his body (including mind and heart) have been used to do lovely things, amazing things).

Have similar feelings for my parents.

Ceritaeka said...

Semoga yang terbaik yang terjadi ya mbak...
Aku juga deket sama bapakku.. I know how it feels..

puteriamirillis said...

semoga yang terbaik nantinya ya mbak...
mbak ada quiz pernikahan di blogku..http://puteriamirillis.blogspot.com/2011/08/blog-quiz-story-pudding-for-wedding.html..ikutan sharing ya...

Forgetfulone said...

My dad passed away suddenly and without any warning when he was only 69. I miss him so much! Treasure your dad as long as you can.